Tuesday, December 2, 2008

The holidays are here...

One down and 2 to go. Thanksgiving day was awful and I'm worried about Christmas, New Years and my birthday. All days that Dad would call me or I would call him. Its just not right!

I have wonderful family to help me along but I have a huge hole in my heart that can't seem to be filled. My Dad has been cheated out of his life and I have been cheated out of him. When does that feeling go away? Or does it?

I'm going to start making more of an effort to spend time with the people I love. I'm going to start saving money for next Christmas because my plan is to go to Texas for the Holiday. Though I really think Mom should move back here.... :)

Take care all and Happy Holidays,
A

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