Hello Family

Hello Family,

Its been almost a month since my last posting. The only excuse I have is that I just haven't been up to it. Life seems to be getting back to some semblance of normalcy but I still don't feel normal alot of the time. The holidays were hard for Brandi and I but we were together and made it thru with the help of our family and friends here.

2009 is almost upon us and as usual, I'm hoping that it will be a better year than the previous year but I guess that remains to be seen.

I pray that all of you have a wonderful 2009 and see nothing but love, joy and prosperity.

All the best,
A

The holidays are here...

One down and 2 to go. Thanksgiving day was awful and I'm worried about Christmas, New Years and my birthday. All days that Dad would call me or I would call him. Its just not right!

I have wonderful family to help me along but I have a huge hole in my heart that can't seem to be filled. My Dad has been cheated out of his life and I have been cheated out of him. When does that feeling go away? Or does it?

I'm going to start making more of an effort to spend time with the people I love. I'm going to start saving money for next Christmas because my plan is to go to Texas for the Holiday. Though I really think Mom should move back here.... :)

Take care all and Happy Holidays,
A